WHAT IF
Discovering yourself is not an easy task, it´s drudgery. What do you want to do with your life? Something changed drastically in your life. Only you can figure out how to deal with it. It´s slavery. Y
Life is an unlimited series of challenges. You may argue it´s limited. If so, I´ll jump at you, sociopathetically, LOL, in slow motion and replay, sussurating well, that would be death, only death is limited. Life is challenging you! What are you gonna do about it, ha? What if your world was taken from beneath you? Does that mean you should just give up? Hell no!!! For Heaven´s sake!!! Can´t you be a fucking gladiator like me, stabbed from behind, cut from front? Of course, you can´t, LOL, but still …
Why do people suppress and deny their own thoughts and feelings of life & love? People are being told how to live and how to love. Life & love is all about identity. I throw a list of elements, wondering what would happen if they denied their own purpose. The nature of sun is to shine, the same with the clouds that rain, etc. And what if you are not who you thought you were, ha? Is it about doubt, and the uncertainty of life & love? Well, no, not even death is certain nowadays, LOL! Trust me, I know, I know everything, WING, WING. You know what I mean, shit.
Assuming that you have no connection to what life, love, reality, society, family, etc. are, that does NOT mean it's the end of the line for you! Keep going and find something or somebody you can connect with. Who seeks finds, and who doesn´t seek also finds at least shit, so either way, it´s a win-win scenario! Keep digging until you feel something or someone, hopefully alive, whoops, LOL! That something or someone is a new thing or who …
One of the greatest joys of my life is asking questions, of everything, even if the questions themselves don't make any sense. When lost, I've always found myself by doing that very thing, asking questions. Why don´t I have a million paid subscribers? When will I have a joint Stripe account so that those million paid subscribers can deposit their trust $$$ in it instead of Buymeacoffee which obviously works with Stripe or actually is Stripe? Come on, rich folks, why don´t you under$tand that I also need to not only eat and pay my bills but keep traveling the whole world and stay at the most luxurious hotels and other humble/humbling things, making out in the most pious parks and other embarrassing/embarrassed things, needless to add wishing to be the flawless soap opera characters, N plowing my Fertile Crescent Aphrodite like her best and sweetest LOVE tractor? Come on, rich folks, not soiled, $plurge large on your Dumbass Tarzan´s LOVE wildlife, gotta feed my Jane, under$tand, we are just a little off the rails! Thank you and God bless!
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My WHAT IF is deliberately open-ended, I'm asking a lot of stupid questions without really offering any answers. Maybe that's the point, I'm saying I'm not going to figure it out, you can do that yourself. It's initially about pessimistic fears and anxieties, but then my relaxing lyrics become more optimistic and ask What about just experiencing life & love without becoming consumed by all those fears? What fears? You have never even heard of them by now! And you are not Trump! But yeah, I am a questioning of existence, a never-ending search for life & love´s answers which are never really there. This means you will be wasting so much time looking for answers that you will miss out on life & love. Please don´t!!! The sooner you realize you will never know the answers, the better! For sure, you can let go and enjoy your unique existence to the utmost, like I do.
I am a way of questioning the situation you are in. Obviously, the place you are in is far from perfect and you dream of a better world. Obviously, this better world is complete fantasy ripped up from your reality and indecisions, deep incisions. Such is life & love, too, sometimes. People should be ashamed, asking for too much while living a relatively comfortable, good life, but no, it´s not enough, they want the best! See, I´m glad to be an alien, LOL! See, and that´s how people stop caring about what´s really happening to this cursed world while we are all blessed breathing in life & love without really deserving anything. Escaping reality and believing something in your own world-digging for the feel of something new might be the way to go. Pronoia is the way to go, trust me, I know, you know! What if you don´t see the world as it is, but in a different way? Am I the insane speaker turned up to eleven who is questioning God? God is neccesary for everything to exist. Is there another dimension in this life & love we all have yet to discover?
What if the sun doesn't shine? Are you gonna stop living & loving because of that? No! Hell yes! And Hell no! You have to keep on living & loving no matter what! What if the world we live in stopped being the way it is? You cannot lose the will to live & love however bad things actually turn out for you! I prohibit it! Under the penalty of … $100 straight or gay or bisexual or transgender or I don´t know Twhat else into my Buymeacoffee, 20 coffees´ worth!!! Ask yourself how the screwed up world, or you, would be if nature itself felt like you feel! Either way, it´s … $100 straight or gay or bisexual or transgender or I dunno Twhat else into my Buymeacoffee, 20 coffees´ worth!!! SORRAY!!! Meaning SORRY!!!
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What if the sun refused to shine?
What if the clouds refused to rain?
What if the wind refused to blow?
What if the seas refused to wave?
What if the world refused to turn?
What if the stars would hesitate?
What if, what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
What if, what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?
Digging for the feel of something new
What if the silence let you dream?
What if the air could let you breathe?
What if the words would bring you here?
What if this sound could bring you peace?
What if, what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
Digging for the feel of something new
What if, what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?
It came from your thoughts, your dreams and visions
Ripped up from your weeks and indecisions
What if the sun refused to shine?
What if the clouds refused to rain?
What if the world refused to turn?
What if the clocks would hesitate?
What if, what is isn't true?
What are you going to do?
What if, what is isn't you?
Does that mean you've got to lose?
Digging for the feel of something new
Does that mean you've got to choose?
The feel of something new
Does that mean you've got to lose?
The thoughts you cannot lose
What are you gonna do?
So no matter how bad you feel and find your hopeless plight permanent, it´s all only temporary, I´ve been there, done it, trust me, I know, I´m a superexcited expert of Life & Love, my greatest passion, like Jesus Christ, the good, the bad, and the ugly, but still beautiful! Turning drudgery into victory! You are a wonderfully thin plot that stretches credulity to the utmost. Yes, the plot has unexpectedly thickened and perhaps even sickened, sigh. Such is life, such is love, sigh! And yop, my current rate goes $100 a pop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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