Suffer Well

Have I suffered? Yes, I have, but I have suffered really well, quality suffering with/through women. What you believe to be suffering, is where you grow and learn about yourself.

Through women, I’ve learned a great deal about myself as well as about them. I’ve understood myself, I’ve understood them. We are to blame, that I’ve been so butterflyingly curious. I can’t help it, I am the thirsty flower and you are supposed to be my butterfly and we should be living already in the symbiosis of love, flying the highs and lows of life.

In biological symbiosis two organisms cannot survive without each other. Love can be experienced in a similar way. Symbiotic lovers experience psychological merger and seem for a time to require no one and nothing else. In romantic passion, lovers become mirrors. All these are confirmed facts.

Suffering well means finding MEANING, yes, capital lettering, MMM, behind adversity. As mentioned earlier, this entails, oopsie, developing an overall, baby, understanding of our current situation by seeing the bigger picture, whatever that means.

And since you are here, on my Epiphany Beyond A Biblical Scale Subtract, adding to my suffering, I have to ask you/myself biblically. How do you/I suffer well biblically? Entrust yourself to God, no matter what! See, how it even rhymes? I miss you baby, I’m missing you, I dunno what to do. Our whole existence is just suffering. Missing you is suffering. Loving you is suffering. You teach me the importance of suffering well. I’m your autistic student, single as a jingle, can you imagine, sin-gle-handed-lee, baby?

Love is Psalm 88. Baby, you are my faith, my religion, my temple. In Psalm 88 faith faces life as it is. The psalm shows that the experience of darkness also has its place in the life of faith. It reminds us that life does not always have happy endings. Suffering and loss are part and parcel of our human existence, even for people who are devoted to God. We love God.

For pleasure example, look at the love position 69, good eating habits, eat, ate (8), eaten. Do not entirely disregard the Naughty Adult Edible Cake Decorations! Psalm 69 teaches us that in order to suffer well we must cry out to God. When he walked in faith and obedience, David did not try to overcome or deny his suffering. Instead, he voiced his suffering and pain to God. I didn’t make this up, it’s in the Bible! Do not kLick for D TaiLS, cLick for DeeTS!

Suffering is a blessing, a blessing in disguise. Not only because Nietzsche says that, because it makes us stronger and more resilient, but because I personally know. Suffering can make us stronger, more determined, and more resilient. But it doesn’t. And if they say it does, they’re just Bull Shitting us, right? Suffering is an inevitable part of life, hell yeah, it’s a tough as fuck form of learning, allowing us to understand our psychic potential. That’s why we’re so psycho, baby, LOL!

Are you all about her giving warning to the right guy, but underneath it all she wants it to work, she's practically daring him to try and bare with her faults? Like issuing me fair warning so that I consider dating you "Run! As fast as you can!"?

You’re not playing the vixen or the victim, but telling it like it is. Your active mind, iron will and artistic inclinations make you incredibly seductive to me, but are more than any delicate vintage man/lover can handle, I know. You wear “that adorebel kind of krazee, krazoo, craveme, craveyou” like a designer dress. I your crab have never fallen for a designer, a scavenger, a scribe, all in one, mam! I want/need/lack your/my shell!

O darling, it's so sweet
You think you know how crazy I am

My pretty mouth will frame the phrases
That will disprove your faith in man

In psychoanalytic theory, what the yang8yin feck, err, my love practice, the investment of psychic energy in an object of any kind, such as a wish, fantasy, person, goal, idea, daydream, or the self, is what these cat-hecte-d emotions are all about. Such dogged objects are cat-hecte-d and thus become my love subject matter, kitty & doggie, when I attach emotional significance, both positive and negative affect, to you my cat. Cathected, cathectick, yeah baby. What the yin69yang feck!?

That’s what symbiotic love is IRL. A symbiosis occurs when two in-DV-duaLS behave as though between them they form a Deep SingLe personaliTy. Such a drowning/sinking relation-ship is characterized structurally by neither individual cathecting a full complement of ego states, as well as both persons having a significant attachment in the relationship self. Cathexis is the act of investing mental or emotional energy in a person, object or idea, FYI.

How do I/you suffer correctly?

HERE’S MY/YOUR LOVE RECIPE FOR SUFFERING WELL

1. Make the unbearable suffering huge and all-pervasive, so that it completely fills the foreground of your mind ...

2. Make the greatest suffering seem permanent and unyielding ...

3. Take it personally ...

4. Have no options or choices ...

5. Attempt to do anything to avoid the extremely painful experience …

Even in the midst of incredible suffering. 1 Peter 2:21-23 says, “For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you might follow in his steps. He committed no sin, neither was deceit found in his mouth.”

Depeche Mode - Suffer Well (Official Video)

And now I believe

Where were you when I fell from grace?
A frozen heart, an empty space
Something's changed and it's in your eyes
Please don't speak, you'll only lie

I just hang on
I just hang on

An angel led me when I was blind
I said, "Take me back, I've changed my mind"
And now I believe

From the blackest room I was torn
You called my name, our love was born
So I believe

I just hang on
I just hang on

And now I believe
And now I believe
And now I believe
And now I believe

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending (Official Video)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
(So much for my happy ending)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
(So much for my happy ending)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (but so are they)

But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you?)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Fiona Apple - Fast As You Can (Official HD Video)

I let the beast in too soon
I don't know how to live without my hand on his throat
I fight him always and still
O darling, it's so sweet
You think you know how crazy
How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy
You won't go
But I know
And I pray that you will

Fast as you can, baby
Run, free yourself of me
Fast as you can

I may be soft in your palm
But I'll soon grow hungry for a fight
And I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases
That will disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your heart
From under your skin

Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can, baby
Scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can

Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was

And I'll be your girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah, I'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
'Cause I'm tired of "why"s, choking on "why"s
Just need a little because, because

I let the beast in and then
I even tried forgiving him, but it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again
And for a little while more
I'll soar the uneven wind, complain and blame the sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas, quiet dear
I'm blooming within

Fast as you can, baby
Wait, watch me, I'll be out
Fast as I can, maybe late but at least about
Fast as you can leave me
Let this thing run its route
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can

Depeche Mode - Nothing To Fear

1 Peter 2:19-21

19 For it is commendable if someone bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because they are conscious of God. 20 But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God.

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