Shame Pain & Champagne (Spain)
Her name was Marina Flores, Marine Flowers. She was my university teacher in Benidorm, Spain. I studied Spanish philology there, including local architecture. When we met, I was 19, she turned 42.
I called her Mar, Sea, she called me Libro, Book, lol, speaking no English. She was a typical, long-haired mature flamenco brunette. She had a crush on me, I could tell, but I didn’t care or like her too much. She said I was the funniest retard she’d ever known in person, telling me how she adored my dumbass.
She took me to her bodega, a magickal cellar for storing and aging family wines, one of the deepest gestures of friendship and warmth by Spaniards, without knowing I didn’t drink. When I refused to swallow a single sip from a good collection of her wines after professionally savoring each like a connoisseur, the wines were just horrible for an overly sensitive hardcore abstinent like me, I spat them out, all of them.
She laughed uncontrollably at what she termed and described mimicking me as “very peculiarly diverse OMG grimaces”, to put it mildly. She confessed she’d peed in her panties and that it wasn’t really funny. I insisted on knowing her age, as she was deliberately hiding it like it mattered while forcing me to touch her private parts. When she finally told me she was 42, I immediately asked her to kiss me 42 times, which is a lot, takes a long time, simply naughtily blackmailing her, in order for her to get what she wanted from me. She said I had balls, so obviously I prompted her to check them out, and she did. By the creepy way, I’m Czech.
Next thing I knew I was in her really ridiculous uni-personal bed making out, tasting something else. She gave me a golden shower, too, oops. No further details or comments concerning Mar are necessary, other than I oddly, rather playfully uttered “puppy huppy mummy”, a memorable line from the early 90s still ringing in my ears, waiting for it to be relevant once again these days, in this life, in the nearest future. Because we simply hate Subtract celebrity gossip.
Plus, she kind of resembles Marina this famous pop singer in all the following videos, really, not kidding, wish I had a picture, you’d be blown away, knowing I’m telling the truth, nothing but the truth, though you stubbornly refuse to believe it. Imagine a 42 year old Spanish woman/teacher like that, hot hot hot, hotamal. Nevertheless, nonetheless, you’re so much hotter, baby, a hotter cake, a hotter tortilla, a hotter hotamal, a hotter enchilada!
If she’s still alive, and I suppose she is, she must look good, I bet, she’s like 73. And I was born in 1973, I’m 50, oops. I don’t know why, but today is a perfect day to remember her, don’t you think? No? No! LOL!!! Maybe she’s thinking of me right now. Maybe there’s a connection, of some sort. Actually, it’s a nice story. Well, overall, it was a very pleasurable time in (S) Pain. Baby, and that face??? Okay, okay, I’m a little ashamed, honestly, but just a little bit, 110% authentic. Authenticity above all? My first and third Nicaraguan wives were much older than I was.
Deep down, I Truly Feel like I'm The Worst so I Always Act like I'm The Best!
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - Shampain [Official Music Video]
Lay dagger dead inside a lonely bed
Trying to hide the hole inside my head
Watching the stars slide down to reach their end
'Cause sleep is not my friend
Drinking shampain to forget yesterday
'Cause I remember the way, the way, the way
It ended the day, the day, the day, the day
That I walked away, away, away, away
Drinking shampain
Made by the angel who goes by the name
Of Glittering Gabriel
Drinking shampain
Made of an angels tears and pain
But I feel celestial
Elderly stars slide down the lonely sky
Slipping away to find a place to die
I wonder when the night will reach its end
'Cause sleep is not my friend
Drinking shampain meant for a wedding
Toast to the bride, a fairytale ending
Drinking shampain, a bottle to myself
Savour the taste of fabricated wealth
Drinking shampain
Made by the angel who goes by the name
Of Glittering Gabriel
Drinking shampain
Made of an angels tears and pain
But I feel celestial
Celestial, celestial
Celestial, celestial
Drinking shampain
Made by the angel who goes by the name
Of Glittering Gabriel
Drinking shampain
Made of an angel's tears and pain
But I feel celestial
MARINA - Handmade Heaven [Official Music Video]
I envy the birds high up in the trees
They live out their lives so purposefully
I envy the spiders, the squirrels and seeds
They all find their way automatically
But in this handmade heaven, I come alive
Bluebirds forever colour the sky
In this handmade heaven, we forget the time
'Cause birds of a feather fly together
I carry along a feel of unease
I want to belong like the birds in the trees
I sit on my own, look over the town
The skyscrapers glow like they'll never fall down
But in this handmade heaven, it's paradise
Bluebirds forever colour the sky
In this handmade heaven, we forget the time
'Cause birds of a feather fly together
In this handmade heaven, I come alive
Bluebirds forever colour the sky
In this handmade heaven, handmade heaven
Handmade heaven, handmade heaven
And I could no longer ignore
The ivy growing tall
This life don't suit me anymore
The writing's on the wall
In this handmade heaven, I come alive
Bluebirds forever colour the sky
In this handmade heaven, handmade heaven
Handmade heaven, handmade heaven
Birds of a feather
(Bluebirds forever) Fly together
(Bluebirds forever) In this strange, strange weather
(Bluebirds forever) In this handmade heaven
In this handmade heaven, in this handmade heaven
In this handmade heaven, in this handmade heaven
MARINA - To Be Human (Official Music Video)
The pagodas and the palaces dressed in gold leaf
Hide the damages
Spot the Geisha as she balances
Life’s a cakewalk, full of challenges
Go to Russia, see the Red Square
Lenin's body lying dead there
From Kyoto, Hiroshima
Watch the black cloud crawling nearer
There were riots in America
Just when things were getting better
All the things I've done and seen
Still I don't know what life means
All the people living in
Living in the world today
We're united by our love
We're united by our pain
All the things that I've done and I've seen
Still I don't know, don't know what it means
Fly to Athens, pass the Parthenon
See the village where my father's from
To Chicago, from Angola
São Paulo to Verona
And anywhere you go, you'll see
People are just like you and me
All the things I've done and seen
Still I don't know what life means
All the people living in
Living in the world today
We're united by our love
We're united by our pain
All the things that I've done and I've seen
Still I don't know, don't know what it means
To be human
Still I don't know, don't know what it means
To be human, a real human being
I like to think about, how we all look from afar
People driving fancy cars
Look like Beatles to the stars
The missiles and the bombs
Are like symphonies gone wrong
And if there is a God, they'll know why it's so hard
To be human
To be human
Still, I don't know, don't know what it means
To be human, a real human being
(To be human)
I want a connection
I wanna feel human again
(To be human)
Lost my direction
I wanna feel human again
To be human, to be human
To be human, to be human
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER [Official Music Video] | ♡ ELECTRA HEART PART 7 ♡
Rule number one is that you gotta have fun
But, baby, when you're done, you gotta be the first to run
Rule number two, just don't get attached to
Somebody you could lose
So le-let me tell you
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
'Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Rule number three, wear your heart on your cheek
But never on your sleeve, unless you wanna taste defeat
Rule number four, gotta be looking pure
Kiss him goodbye at the door, and leave him wanting more, more
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
'Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
Girls, we do whatever it will take
'Cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break in two
So it's better to be fake, can't risk losing
In love again, babe
This is how to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like a little danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
How to be a heartbreaker
Boys they like the look of danger
We'll get him falling for a stranger
A player, singing I lo-lo-love you
'Cause I lo-lo-lo-love you
At least I think I do
MARINA - Ancient Dreams In A Modern Land (Official Visual)
Our ancestors had to fight to survive
Just so we could have a chance of a life
We're not here so we can blow it all
We could bear witness to the rise and the fall
Ancient dreams in a modern land
I'm trying to get back as fast I can
Back to a time before I had form
Back to a time before I was born
You don't have to be like everybody else
You don't have to fit into the norm
You are not here to conform
I am here to take a look inside myself
Recognize that I could be the eye, the eye of the storm
I am not my body, not my mind or my brain (ha)
Not my thoughts or feelings, I am not my DNA
I am the observer, I'm a witness of life
I live in the space between the stars and the sky
What's your purpose, why were you put on Earth?
You could be lost but you belong to the world
We're now living in a seminal age
The walls are being broken and we're ready for change
Ancient dreams in a modern land
I'm trying to get back as fast I can
Back to a time before I had form
Back to a time before I was born
You don't have to be like everybody else
You don't have to fit into the norm
You are not here to conform
I am here to take a look inside myself
Recognize that I could be the eye, the eye of the storm
I am not my body, not my mind or my brain (ha)
Not my thoughts or feelings, I am not my DNA
I am the observer, I'm a witness of life
I live in the space between the stars and the sky
From the heart of Malaysia
To the dark Himalayas
From the day you were born
You are not here to conform
You don't have to be like everybody else
You don't have to fit into the norm
You are not here to conform
I am here to take a look inside myself
Recognize that I could be the eye, the eye of the storm
I am not my body, not my mind or my brain (ha)
Not my thoughts or feelings, I am not my DNA
I am the observer, I'm a witness of life
I live in the space between the stars and the sky
Are You Satisfied?
I was pulling out my hair
The day I got the deal, chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy that my life
Was just about to change?
One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream
Oh, everybody said, "Marina is a dreamer"
People like to tell you what you're gonna be
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe
My problem, it's my problem
That I never am happy
It's my problem, it's my problem
On how fast I will succeed
Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
High achiever, don't you see?
Baby, nothing comes for free
They say I'm a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me
'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away
It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway
It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide
And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die
Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?
Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, prayin'
Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, waitin'
Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
Black, white (are you satisfied, are you satisfied?)
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - THE STATE OF DREAMING [Official Music Video] | ♡ ELECTRA HEART PART 9/11 ♡
Millions of girls float on their one quote
Living on their last hope, on their last hope
I live my life inside a dream
Only waking when I sleep
I would sell my sorry soul if I could have it all
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
Yeah, I've been living in the state of dreaming
Living in a make-believe land
Living in the state of dreaming, of dreaming, of dreaming
All I really want is to be wonderful
People in this town they, they can be so cruel
I live my life inside a dream
Only waking when I sleep
If I could sell my sorry soul, I would have it all
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
Yeah, I've been living in the state of dreaming
Living in a make-believe land
Living in the state of dreaming, of dreaming, of dreaming
If only you knew my dear
How I live my life in fear
If only you knew my dear
How I know my time is near
Yeah, I've been living in the state of dreaming
Living in a make-believe land
Living in the state of dreaming, of dreaming, of dreaming
Living in the state of dreaming
Living in a make-believe land
Living in the state of dreaming, of dreaming, of dreaming
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - Hollywood [Official Music Video]
American queen is the American dream
American queen is the American dream
She is a Polish girl in America
Tall, tan, hot blonde called Anya
I asked her 'Why would you wanna be a Hollywood wife?'
"Because I don't wanna end up living in a dive on Vine
A dive on Vine"
Air hostesses doing gossip magazine
Crosswords on a flight to JFK
Thirty nine years old
With a mile high sheen
Trying to stimulate a mind
That is slowly starting to decay
I itch my skin, I jump up and say
Lady, I know why your thoughts turn gray
Hollywood infected your brain
You wanted kissing in the rain
Oh oh, (I've been) living in a movie scene
Puking American dreams
Oh oh, I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
A fat security making plays for me
As soon as I touch down in, old L.A., he said...
"Oh my god, you look just like Shakira
No no, you're Catherine Zeta"
Actually, my name's Marina
Your mind is just like mine
All filled up with things benign
You're looking for the golden light
Hollywood infected your brain
You wanted kissing in the rain
Oh oh, (I've been) living in a movie scene
Puking American dreams
Oh oh, I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
American dream is the American queen
American queen is the American dream
Is the American dream
Hollywood infected your brain
You wanted kissing in the rain
Oh oh, (I've been) living in a movie scene
Puking American dreams
Oh oh
Hollywood infected your brain
You wanted kissing in the rain
Oh oh, (I've been) living in a movie scene
Puking American dreams
Oh oh
I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
I'm obsessed with the mess that's America
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - I’m A Ruin [Official Music Video]
I know that I can't have it all
But without you
I am afraid I'll fall
I know I'm playing with your heart
And I could treat you better
But I'm not that smart
When it comes to love
You're an easy fight
A flower in a gun, a bird in flight
It isn't fair and it isn't right
To lead you on like it's all alright
I played with your heart
And I could treat you better
But I'm not that smart
You still mean everything to me, to me
But I wanna be free
I'll ruin
Yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing
Things I shouldn't do (things I shouldn't do)
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
It's difficult to move on
When nothing was right and nothing's wrong
You still can't look me in the eye
'Cause you've been bitten once
And now you're twice as shy
I've had my share of beautiful men
But I'm still young
And I want to love again
It's difficult to say goodbye
And easier to live a lover's lie
And I've tried to say
Babe, I'm gonna ruin you if you let me stay
You still mean everything to me, to me
But I wanna be free
I'll ruin
Yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing
Things I shouldn't do (things I shouldn't do)
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
It doesn't feel right
And it doesn't feel fair
When I'm planning to move on
And you're still standing there
Don't wanna keep a secret
But I don't know how to keep it fair, yeah
I'll ruin
Yeah, I'll ruin you, I'll ruin
I've been doing
Things I shouldn't do (things I shouldn't do)
But I don't wanna say goodbye, goodbye
But baby, I don't wanna lie
To lie, to lie to you
I'm a ruin
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh-huh, ooh
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - Savages [Official Audio]
Murder lives forever and so does war
It's survival of the fittest, rich against the poor
At the end of the day, it's a human trait
Hidden deep down inside of our DNA
One man can build a bomb, another run a race
To save somebody's life and have it blow up in his face
I'm not the only one who finds it hard to understand
I'm not afraid of God, I am afraid of man
Is it running in our blood? Is it running in our veins?
Is it running in our genes? Is it in our DNA?
Humans aren't gonna behave as we think we always should
Yeah, we can be bad as we can be good
Underneath it all, we're just savages
Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages
How could we expect anything at all?
We're just animals still learning how to crawl
We live, we die, we steal, we kill, we lie
Just like animals but with far less grace
We laugh, we cry like babies in the night
Forever running wild in the human race
Another day, another tale of rape
Another ticking bomb to bury deep and detonate
I'm not the only one who finds it hard to understand
I'm not afraid of God, I am afraid of man
You can see it on the news, you can watch it on TV
You can read it on your phone, you can say it's troubling
Humans aren't gonna behave as we think we always should
Yeah, we can be bad as we can be good
Underneath it all, we're just savages
Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages
How could we expect anything at all?
We're just animals still learning how to crawl
Underneath it all we're just savages
Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages
Truth is in us all, cradle to the grave
We're just animals still learning to behave
All the hate coming out from a generation
Who got everything and nothing guided by temptation
Were we born to abuse, shoot a gun and run
Or has something deep inside of us come undone?
Is it a human trait or is it learned behaviour?
Are you killing for yourself or killing for your saviour?
Underneath it all, we're just savages
Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages
How could we expect anything at all?
We're just animals still learning how to crawl
Underneath it all we're just savages
Hidden behind shirts, ties and marriages
Truth is in us all, cradle to the grave
We're just animals still learning to behave
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - Froot [Official Music Video]
Froot
La-la-la-la-la-la
Juice
La-la-la-la-la-la
I've seen seasons come and go
From winter sun to summer snow
This ain't my first time at the rodeo
Nature ain't a fruit machine
She's gotta keep her credits clean
Good things come to those who wait
But I ain't in a patient phase
It's summer time and I hang on the vine
They're gonna make me into sweet red wine
Hanging around like a fruit on a tree
Waiting to be picked, come on cut me free
Come on fill your cup up
Looking for some good luck
Good luck, good luck to you
Hanging like a fruit
Ready to be juiced
Juiced, juiced
Living la Dolce Vita
Life couldn't get much sweeter
Don't you give me a reason
That it's not the right season
Babe, I love you a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Yeah, you know that it's true
I've been saving all my summers for you
I've been saving all my summers for you
Like froot, like froot
Baby, I am plump and ripe
I'm pinker than shepherd's delight
Sweet like honeysuckle late at night
Leave it too long I'll go rot
Like an apple you forgot
Birds and worms will come for me
The cycle of life is complete
I'm your carnal flower, I'm your bloody rose
Pick my petals off and make my heart explode
I'm your deadly nightshade, I'm your cherry tree
You're my one true love, I'm your destiny
Come on fill your cup up
Looking for some good luck
Good luck, good luck to you
Autumn, I'll be gone
Birds will sing their mourning song, song
Living la Dolce Vita
Life couldn't get much sweeter
Don't you give me a reason
That it's not the right season
Babe, I love you a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Yeah, you know that it's true
I've been saving all my summers for you
I've been saving all my summers for you
Like froot, like froot
Oh, my body is ready
Yeah, it's ready
Yeah, it's ready
For your love
Oh, my branches are heavy
Yeah, they're heavy
Yeah, they're heavy
Living la Dolce Vita
Life couldn't get much sweeter
Don't you give me a reason
That it's not the right season
Babe, I love you a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Yeah, you know that it's true
I've been saving all my summers for you
I've been saving all my summers for you
Like froot (Living la Dolce Vita)
Like froot (I'm in love)
Living la Dolce Vita
I'm in love
I'm in love
MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS - Blue [Official Music Video]
We've broken up and now I regret it
I said goodbye when I shouldn't have said it
I even cried but I never meant it
And I don't know why but I can't forget it, forget it
Gimme love, gimme dreams, gimme a good self esteem
Gimme good and pure, what you waiting for?
Gimme everything, all your heart can bring
Something good and true
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
Gimme, gimme
Gimme one more night
One last goodbye
Let's do it one last time
Let's do it one last time
One more time
No, I don't love you
No, I don't care
I just want to be held when I'm scared
And all I want is one night with you
Just 'cause I'm selfish
I know it's true
Gimme love, gimme dreams, gimme a good self esteem
Gimme good and pure, what you waiting for?
Gimme everything, all your heart can bring
Something good and true
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
Gimme, gimme
Gimme one more night
One last goodbye
Let's do it one last time
Let's do it one last time
One more time
I'm sick of looking after you
I need a man to hold on to
I'm bored of everything we do
But I just keep coming back to you
I'm sick of looking after you
I need a man to hold on to
I'm bored of everything we do
But I just keep coming back to you
For one more night
One last goodbye
Let's do it one last time
Let's do it one last time
One more time
Gimme love, gimme dreams
Gimme a good self esteem
Gimme good and pure, what you waiting for?
Gimme everything, all your heart can bring
Something good and true
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
I don't wanna feel blue anymore (Blue)
Gimme, gimme, gimme anything
But blue, blue, blue, royal blue
I just wanna know who I'm looking for (Blue)
Gimme, gimme, gimme anything but blue, blue, blue
MARINA - Superstar [Official Audio]
Before I met you, I pushed them all away
Soon as I kissed you, I wanted you to stay
What I like about you is you know who you are
What you like about me is I know what I'm not
And I, I know that you never sleep
Oh, so impossible to dream
When you're far away from me
Oh, I, I'm all you could ever need
Oh, so impossible to breathe
I love the way
I love the way we worked so hard
Yeah, we've come so far
Baby, look at me, you're my superstar
When I'm afraid, when the world's gone dark
Come and save my day, you're my superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
You never judge me for any of my fears
Never turn your back, always keep my body near
All of the days that we spend apart
My love is a planet revolving your heart
And I, I know that you never sleep
Oh, so impossible to dream
When you're far away from me
Oh, I, I'm all you could ever need
Oh, so impossible to breathe
I love the way
I love the way we worked so hard
Yeah, we've come so far
Baby, look at me, you're my superstar
When I'm afraid, when the world's gone dark
Come and save my day, you're my superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
We'll stick together
Make it through the storm
You and I
Whoever said we couldn't have it all?
I love the way we worked so hard
Yeah, we've come so far
Baby, look at me, you're my superstar
When I'm afraid, when the world's gone dark
Come and save my day, you're my superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Superstar, superstar
MARINA - Oh No! (I Feel Like I'm The Worst So I Always Act like I'm The Best) [Official Music Video]
Don't do love, don't do friends
I'm only after success
Don't need a relationship
I'll never soften my grip
Don't want cash, don't want card
Want it fast, want it hard
Don't need money, don't need fame
I just want to make a change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
One track mind, one track heart
If I fail, I'll fall apart
Maybe it is all a test
'Cause I feel like I'm the worst
So I always act like I'm the best
If you are not very careful
Your possessions will possess you
TV taught me how to feel
Now real life has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna fly,
I'm gonna fail, I'm gonna die,
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna fail, gonna die, die, die, die
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no, oh
MARINA - Love + Fear [Album Trailer]
I know it’s hard to be soft I know it hurts to be kind I know that when love is lost it’s only fear in disguise But I still believe the world is beautiful And I still believe only the weak ones are cruel I know so many boys and girls People all across the world We walk and talk and think alike And we all cry the same tears at night You don’t know me like you think you do. Ever since my dreams changed I came crashing down like a paper plane But nothing ever stays the same and all I know is life is strange I carry along a feel of unease I want to belong like the birds in the trees But I’m a machine. An emotional being. And I smile with tears in my eyes - waving goodbye to the suckers in my rearview mirror Cause true hearts, they never lie I like to think about how we all look from afar People driving fancy cars look like beetles to the star The missiles and the bombs sound like symphonies gone wrong And if there is a God they’ll know why it’s so hard You’re not living in this world alone. We all live in the same universe where the stars collide as the planets turn Find me In another place and time All of the days that we spend apart my love is a planet revolving your heart I can see the flowers now, and the greenery I take a breath of air and I feel free No longer too afraid. Love + Fear
Marina Lambrini Diamandis, known by the stage name Marina and the Diamonds, is a very interesting Welsh singer and songwriter. Her sort of sophisticated and genuine lyrics I deeply relate to, like I’ve written and felt them after experiencing all those things, like in every and each of my trance/transcendental posts, are PP, Profound Poetry, nothing to do with peeing or anything else.
Her pop art is something different, a pleasing breath of fresh air when the atmosphere is stale. I dig her a great deal, I like listening to her love songs, our love songs, sometimes so sweetly cheeky, awwww, all of them, watching her great videos, ours, it’s a true feast, una fiesta verdadera.
Baby, let’s go to (S) Pain! Oops, we’ve already been there, yet we still have a lot of things to do in España, oodles & noodles of unfinished business and leisure, such as going sightseeing & visiting all the museums and galleries, etc, etc. Baby, you can’t miss out on the (S) painfully outrageous, unbearable, really really annoying Libor Surreal, err, I mean Salvador Dali.
Deep down, I Truly Feel like I'm The Worst so I Always Act like I'm The Best!
And despite all that you love me, I love you getting on my nerves, you do, baby! You know me, I know you, you see me, I see you, you feel me, I feel you, we recognize each other, baby, alweighz …
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