My Immortal
Hang on, LIVE gets BETTER! "He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." Revelation 21:4
I knew you were in there somewhere! Look me in the eye! A picture paints a thousand words! You could see me opening the pupil wider and searching deeper.
Falling In Love With The Soul Of A Woman, Not Her Looks, Makes Her My Immortal! Is it my faith or lack of it why SHE keeps on happening to me? Do I act by faith or lack of it seeking and finding her? Either way, She Is My Immortal!
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
You knew I was in there somewhere! Look me in the eye! A picture paints a thousand words! I could see you opening the pupil wider and searching deeper.
The eye of eternity, it shines through the darkness, burning with a fire brighter than a thousand dying stars. It calls out to all those in its sight, summons them to its center, bids them enter, to join its endless vigil of the never-ending emptiness.
Will you follow the path it weaves? Will you follow the ghostly trail it wishes you to travel? To look into that immortal eye and be lost forever? Would you?
Trying to find out what has gone wrong in your life?
Once upon a time, too many times, there is this deep and anxious consideration of one's emotions and motives, examining one's conscience, especially with regard to values, without really questioning the correctness of a course of action. The long, soul-searching conversations about otherworldy love bring reform to one´s self, expressing it overhauling it, making it completely new. It does not have to be a roller coaster.
Given the description of the soul-searching comparisons and evaluations that are involved, one is not a lost soul anymore, a person lacking direction and a sense of belonging in life! You are very lucky, you have been found! Soul-searching is worth all the pain. Simply put, it is the desire to look more deeply for meaning in your life. This long and careful examination of your thoughts and feelings. Are you, you are trying to make a difficult moral decision? Are you not thinking about something that has gone wrong, you are not? It is the process of figuring out your purpose, your motivations, and what may need to change in your life in order to live in greater alignment with your true self. Everybody knows that feeling occurring as a result of feeling out of touch with yourself, or like something is missing in your life and it is right there at your feet.
Falling In Love With The Soul Of A Woman, Not Her Looks, Makes Her My Immortal! Is it my faith or lack of it why SHE keeps on happening to me? Do I act by faith or lack of it seeking and finding her? Either way, She Is My Immortal!
The statements and questions send shivers up my spine at a pivotal moment of my life. This never-aging soul-searching song is always a very painful reminder of how far I have come from a seemingly hopeless time, turned into monumental literary pieces of art. It still hits us hard apart yet together in this Journey of Life or Love, sometimes viewed and even felt as failed. Yet merely the idea of it is a total success, a reality. Happy Happy Happy …
And then, in my darkest hour, repeatedly, God reminds me that I just have to look through the right windows and think about all the good things life reserves to me, though, sometimes, I really do not know how. So I standing the test of time ask Him to create miracles, and I do not see them, but I do feel them bringing tears to the eyes. Deep down, I know or believe there are rewards for spiritual suffering. Why I am called Sacrifice and Free on the battlefield. Where war and peace are contrasting states, one being defined by conflict and the other being an occurrence of harmony.
“If everyone fought for their own convictions there would be no war.” “There is no greatness where there is not simplicity, goodness, and truth.” “The whole world is divided for me into two parts: one is she, and there is all happiness, hope, light; the other is where she is not, and there is dejection and darkness...”
What is the moral? War and Peace shows us that no matter how deeply we hurt, and how bleak the future may appear, there is always a way back to Life through Love, if only we will allow ourselves to experience it. Like sadness. Sadness is beauty. And “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror”. Thank God I am the moron of the Justice story, the moron of Life, the moron of Love, who repeats Leo Tolstoy, “Death is finished, it is no more.” The dove is a symbol of peace and innocence. I choose to mark the end of war. When white starts in the black.
“In the first case, the need was to renounce the consciousness of a nonexistent immobility in space and recognize a movement we do not feel; in the present case, it is just as necessary to renounce a nonexistent freedom and recognize a dependence we do not feel.”
Finding your soulmate is like winning the lottery. It is rare and precious and leads to riding off into the sunset for a picture-perfect happily-ever-after! It is time to stop that much suffering. It is time to take a joy ride. Enjoy who you have available.
And when you decide to stop soul-searching, just take some time to get away from everything, or at the very least, spend a few minutes every day totally unplugged from the world, with no distractions to just be alone with your thoughts. Start asking yourself which parts of your identity you want to hold on to and which parts you want to release …
Trying to find out what has gone right in your life? You have recognized me as yours, because I Am Your Immortal!
Falling In Love With The Soul Of A Woman, Not Her Looks, Makes Her My Immortal! Is it my faith or lack of it why SHE keeps on happening to me? Do I act by faith or lack of it seeking and finding her? Either way, She Is My Immortal!
I NEVER RECEIVED LOVE LETTERS FROM ANYONE, I ALWAYS WANTED TO RECEIVE LOVE LETTERS, AT LEAST ONE. THIS IS THE VERY BEST LOVE LETTER I CAN SEND … I´M JUST A BABY!
LIFE is GOOD! LIVE gets even BETTER! But LOVE, LOVE, LOVE is THE BEST by far! WE´VE GOT LOVE! THAT´S ALL WE´VE GOT AND IT´S EVERYTHING! THE REST IS JUST BULLSHIP TO FLY …
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ALL MY EFFORTS:
There is the Only One immortal of Whom I have heard -- Eternal Life.
The I AM.
The Christ is also known as the Way, the Truth, and the Life.
The Way is opened to those fully investing in entering in at the strait gate.
The Truth finds the seeker of Truth.
Eternal Life is found by those losing or giving up their earthly pursuits (experiential or worldly life).
This is the Path I am looking into as it seems the most reality-based.
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Yehoshua, real name for the Lord in NT, found me. Amazing grace,
I'm saved, my mate and I.
We are Sola scriptura, quite different from what you might hear.
God is #1, then others, then the new me.