My Beautiful Trauma

I seesaw pink in life, or life in pink. I have an o-p-t-mystic outlook on death, always see the good in everything bed or naughty! Welcum to my silly seaworld to live, to saw, pretty, pretty please!

Libor Soural

Jan 22, 2025

Pinky, WTF!!!???

Howdy, then, I Mr. Pinky just found a kind of pornographic pickchoo of mine from 1994 in the Windy City, Chickaygo, where a really ready-culo-u-sly pink poet, or a dead serious Moravian bohemian, I swear on your writhing pink, only poses for his young German wifi Katja. You know the drill, slim, big arse, yuge boobs, the lust, err, past always catches up with me, no lol. Anyway, the phunny thing about the pfiendly foe-tow of mine, where I not gay wear a genuine vintage pink vest over my blackie Black Metal shirt, ready-culo-u-sly pink pants, I just fucking low pink, baby, can’t help it fucking, err, can’t help fucking it, I mean, I just low freaking pink, oh, and where I tear Christ sandals, is that the totally pink-obsessed and always horny dude, without a doubt, is probubbly not even me, when your gorgeous body, not soul or heartscape, is sooo phar, phar away! Yeah, of course, you’re right, those endless orgies were really disgusting, so that I had to divorce her, she resisted, bitch! Like very unlikely!? Diss ease not dry humOUR, diss ease wet humOUR, a reciprocal pro-nun, err, I mean pro-noun, however amateurush! Alrite. Wright, baby?!

Wait, don’t cum yet, I’m not wearing XXX-ray shades to prevent unwanted sex, or look more palatable for insatiable hot chicks, or even look less dangerous, like really! Or am I? That picture of mine from 1994 in the Windy City, Chickaygo, United Satanic America, is totally fyke, it’s pure Photoshop, altered, fake news, pure Mafia propaganda, don’t even look at it, baby! Oh, you did, my goodness, my you, my bed, I mean bad, oh no! I could hear her wheedling tone as she begged me to dance her, err, shag her. Yeah, Katja Cat-Yes used flattery, she flattened my milkshake towers, she literally coaxed me, persuaded my err-actions to do something, or give her pink something. Like in porn movies, bra! It took timeless phucks of wheedling and cajoling, but her nutzie persistence was finally rewarded, splash!

Katja said that I was an unoriginal “mafioso”, a hamster, err, she surely meant lobster, I mean mobster, hamster gangster. That she loved my gangsta paradise, sure I took her places, but still. Katja was sooo fucking crazy. Though she was a professional photographer, her pink squeezing my dicktionary and balls, she scribed my ordinary pleasure more like a reel designer on a space cake. Fuck, baby! Fook, I mean, look, like look less, at what I like about this pornographic Windy City pickchoo of us, where I obviously don’t appear, is that she snapped it looking in the glass, it’s a fart, err, art reflection of us, a mirrored image of pfiendly phire, a glass foe-tow. She covered her face with the camera because she didn’t want to make you jealous, maybe, how thoughtful of her! Yeah, she knew that I would be in strange love with you in 30 years. But no, her face wasn’t as pretty as yours, baby! No, I’m not shitting you, Pinky! R U?

Pinky, WTF!!!???

Oooh, aaah, I didn’t like her that much. I had several issues with her. One, she was German, a fucking Nazi, me a fucking commie. Two, though she was slim, she had huge boobs and lips, as above so below, oops, I tried to resist but ultimately succumbed to her charms, err, arms. They were so disgusting to kiss, to manhandle, so dangerous those smoking guns, you can imagine. Actually, she was the blue jeans Mafia assaulting Mr. Pinky, I swear on the holiest of my fucks! To be brutally honest, she just wanted to fuck and I happened to be available. Or I just wanted to fuck and she happened to be acceptable, fuckable, and available. Take your raw-in-the-face pick. But don’t stick it where the sun don’t shine, I would advise you, baby, with all due respect, as seeing lovelife through rose-colOURed glasses is extremely healthy, however much the pink is reamed to extremes! Sorry not sorry! For all my cock-tail conver-sations …

Three, she didn’t want me to spare her little big arse, moaning, it both felt good and hurt, we would do it both ways. Shockingly, she wasn’t full of shit! Ha ha ha? Wasn’t it wrong, just because we were studying at a religious college? Four, Katja, as the Russian, oops, name implies, literally trance-late-d, Cat-Yes, a weird paradox, was a nutzie partisan in disguise who turned out to be an unhinged nymphomaniac, a true Satanist! Obviously, I could keep up, but I quit her, I had to! Because I would have had a lot of little Nazis in my commie trench, God forbid! Five, she was like, “Fuck me, commie!”, and I was like, “Fuck you, Nazi!” The rest is/was/has been/will be history … SEX SEX SEX, err, I mean six, Pinky, pretty, pretty please!

P!NK - Beautiful Trauma (Official Video)

We were on fire
I slashed your tires
It's like we burn so bright, we burn out
I made you chase me
I wasn't that friendly
My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh

'Cause I've been on the run so long, they can't find me
You're waking up to remember I'm pretty
And when the chemicals leave my body
Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause
Mmm, tough
Times they keep comin'
All night
Laughin' and fuckin'
Some days like I'm barely breathin'
After we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, (oh) my love, my drug, we're fucked up

You punched a hole in
The wall and I framed it
I wish I could feel things like you
Everyone's chasing
That holy feeling
And if we don't stay lit, we'll blow out
Blow out

'Cause we've been on the run so long, they can't find us
Who's gonna have to die to remind us
That it feels like we chose this blindly
Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby
'Cause these tough
Times they keep comin'
Last night
I might have messed it up again
Some days like I'm barely breathin'
But after we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
(My drug) my love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up

Mmm tough
Times they keep comin'
All night
Laughin' and fuckin'
Some days like I'm barely breathin'
After we were high and the love dope died, it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh (drug)

P!nk - Perfect (Clean Lyric Video)

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss Knowing-It's-All-Good it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean (you're so mean)
When you talk (when you talk)
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices (change the voices)
In your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead

So complicated, look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same, oh

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinkin' is an ice-cold beer
So cool in line and we try, try, try
But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done lookin' for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Yeah
Oh, oh, pretty, pretty, pretty, yeah

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me, yeah

You're perfect
You're perfect

Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me

P!nk - All I Know So Far (Lyrics)

Haven't always been this way
I wasn't born a renegade
I felt alone, still feel afraid
I stumble through it anyway

I wish someone would have told me that this life is ours to choose
No one's handing you the keys or a book with all the rules
The little that I know I'll tell to you
When they dress you up in lies and you're left naked with the truth

You throw your head back, and you spit in the wind
Let the walls crack, 'cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are
That's all I know so far
And when the storm's out, you run in the rain
Put your sword down, dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud, you'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far
That's all I know so far

So you might give yourself away, yeah
And pay full price for each mistake
But when the candy-coating hides the razor blade
You can cut yourself loose and use that rage

I wish someone would have told me that this darkness comes and goes
People will pretend but baby girl, nobody knows
And even I can't teach you how to fly
But I can show you how to live like your life is on the line

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you 'til the world blows up, yes
Up, and down, and through 'til the world blows up
Yeah
When it's right, or it's all fucked up 'til the world blows up
'Til the world blows up
And we will be enough
And until the world blows up

Just throw your head back, and spit in the wind
Let the walls crack, 'cause it lets the light in
Let 'em drag you through hell
They can't tell you to change who you are

And when the storm's out, you run in the rain
Put your sword down, dive right into the pain
Stay unfiltered and loud, you'll be proud of that skin full of scars
That's all I know so far

That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far
That's all I know, that's all I know so far

I will be with you 'til the world blows up, hm

P!nk - What About Us (Lyrics)

We are searchlights, we can see in the dark
We are rockets pointed up at the stars
We are billions of beautiful hearts
And you sold us down the river too far

What about us?
What about all the times you said you had the answers?
What about us?
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
What about us?
What about all the plans that ended in disaster?
What about love? What about trust?
What about us?

We are problems that want to be solved
We are children that need to be loved
We were willing, we came when you called
But man, you fooled us, enough is enough

What about us?
What about all the plans that ended in disaster?
What about love? What about trust?
What about us?

Sticks and stones, they may break these bones
But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
It's the start of us waking up, come on
Are you ready? I'll be ready
I don't want control, I want to let go
Are you ready? I'll be ready
'Cause now it's time to let them know
We are ready
What about

What about us?
What about all the times you said you had the answers?
So what about us?
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
What about us?
What about all the plans that ended in disaster?
What about love? What about trust?
What about us?

What about us?
What about us?
What about us?
What about us?
What about us?
What about us?

P!nk - Blow Me (One Last Kiss) (Color Version)

White knuckles
And sweaty palms from
Hangin' on too tight
Clenched shut jaw
I've got another
Headache again tonight

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire
And they burn from all the tears
I've been cryin', I've been cryin'
I've been dyin' over you

Tie a knot, in the rope
Tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold
But there's nothing to grab
So I let go

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

I won't miss
All of the fighting
That we always did
Take it in
I mean what I say
When I say there is nothing left

No more sick, whiskey dick
No more battles from me
You'll be callin' a trick
'Cause you no longer sleep

I'll dress nice, I'll look good
I'll go dancin' alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk
I'll take somebody home

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Blow me one last kiss
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please
Anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe
I won't worry at all

You will pay for your sins
You'll be sorry, my dear
All the lies, all the why's
Will all be crystal clear

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

Na na na na
Da da da da
Na na na na
Da da da da
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

P!NK - Turbulence (Lyrics)

You and I
Happy ending and a tragedy combined
But we both can't live without it and we tried
We should take our own advice

Mmm, don't give up
There's a mountain in the middle of the road
It'll take a little longer to get home
Baby, all we've got is time

You can't help when your stomach sinks, see your life happen in a flash (in a flash)
In your head it could be so real that you almost feel the crash (feel the crash)
The panic is temporary, but I'll be permanent (permanent)
So when it hits, don't forget as scary as it gets
It's just turbulence

Close your eyes (close your eyes)
Pretend you're driving on a bumpy road at night (bumpy road at night)
You can meet me in the corners of your mind (corners of your mind)
We can build a new cloud nine (cloud nine)

Aye, if you're alive (you're alive)
Then it means that you're committed to survive (to survive)
That's enough to drain the life from you sometimes (sometimes)
But I hold on tight (tight)

You can't help when your stomach sinks, see your life happen in a flash, (in a flash yeah)
In your head it could be so real that you almost feel the crash (feel the crash oh-oh)
The panic is temporary but I'll be permanent (permanent)
So when it hits, don't forget as scary as it gets
It's just turbulence

Hold my hand, hold your breath
And I'll find a place to land
Where you're safe, never break
Where the morning never ends
When you say that you can't
I will watch you dance through this turbulence
It's turbulence

Oh, you can't help when your stomach sinks, see your life happen in a flash
In your head it could be so real (it could be so real) that you almost feel the crash
The panic is temporary, but I'll be permanent
So when it hits, don't forget as scary as it gets
It's just turbulence
It's turbulence
It's just turbulence

P!nk - True Love (Official Video) ft. Lily Allen

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face (whoa oh oh)
There's no one quite like you, you push all my buttons down
I know life would suck without you (whoa oh oh)
At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad, I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you
So much I think it must be
True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothin' else can break my heart like
True love, true love
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Just once try to wrap your little brain around my feelings
Just once please try no to be so mean (whoa oh oh)
Repeat after me now R-O-M-A-N-C-E-E-E
Come on I'll say it slowly (Romance!)
You can do it babe
At the same time, I wanna hug you
I wanna wrap my hands around your neck
You're an asshole but I love you
And you make me so mad, I ask myself
Why I'm still here, or where could I go
You're the only love I've ever known
But I hate you, I really hate you
So much I think it must be
True love, true love
It must be true love
Nothin' else can break my heart like
True love, true love
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you

Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Think it must be love (I love you)
I think it must be love (I love you)
Why do you rub me up the wrong way?
Why do you say the things that you say?
Sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be
But without you I'm incomplete
I think it must be
True love, it must be true love
It must be true love

Nothin' else can break my heart like
True love, true love
It must be true love
No one else can break my heart like you
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
No one else can break my heart like you
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
No one else can break my heart like you

Coolio - Gangsta's Paradise (feat. L.V.) [Official Music Video]

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life
And realize there's nothing left
'Cause I've been brassing and laughing so long
That even my momma thinks that my mind has gone
But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how ya talking
And where ya walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk

I really hate to trip, but I gotta LOC
As they croak, I see myself in the pistol smoke
Fool, I'm the kinda g that little homie's wanna be like
On my knees in the night
Saying prayers in the streetlight

Been spending most their lives
Living in a gangsta's paradise
Been spending most their lives
Living in a gangsta's paradise
Keep spending most our lives
Living in a gangsta's paradise
Keep spending most our lives
Living in a gangsta's paradise

Look at the situation they got me facing
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the street
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I'm an educated fool with money on my mind
Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a LOC'd out gangsta, set trippin' banger
And my homies is down so don't arouse my anger
Fool, death ain't nothing but a heartbeat away
I'm living life do or die, what can I say?
I'm twenty-three now, will I live to see twenty-four?
The way things is going I don't know

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me?

Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them ain't looking
It's going on in the kitchen
But I don't know what's cooking
They say I gotta learn
But nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't, I guess they won't
I guess they front
That's why I know my life is out of luck, fool

Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me?
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me?

Lilac & Lotus: Trauma (Official Video)

At night
I was so terrified (terrified)
The turning point
For me to realize

What are we doing?
These streets I'm downing
I've lost control
And now I'm letting go
Other person that I used to know

That I used to know

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
Maybe if you weren't so toxic
I wouldn't feel so nauseous

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
So maybe if you can't speak goodbye
I'll get it right one last time

Once upon a time
You lit up my world
And brightened my skies
But all that changed
When the light left to rise

Gonna relapse
Bank for you to stay
And just send me back
Save me from the thoughts ahead
Give all the confidence

What are we doing?
This walls I'm downing
I've lost control
And I'm letting you go
It was the hardest thing I had to do

But I'm gonna ditch you

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
Maybe if you weren't so toxic
I wouldn't feel so nauseous

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm no good for you
This will never work
From my point of view
So maybe if you can't speak goodbye
I'll get it right one last time

Now I've set you free
Run away, far away
From me and my trauma
Me and my trauma

Now I've set you free
Run away, far from me
Leave me with my trauma

I reely seesaw pink in life, or life in pink. I have an o-p-t-mystic outlook on death, always seesaw the good in everything bed or naughty! Welcum to my silly seaworld to live, to saw, pretty, pretty please!