Mas Avalaunch & Antarctickaah Seacrates

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Feb 02, 2024

Though I walk through a valley
That feels worse than death
I am slow to speak instead
Though I walk through a valley
That feels worse than death
I am slow to speak instead
I hear Your voice
And it says come to Me
You the tired and heavy
And I will give you
Much-needed rest

You are my hope
You are my song
You are the oxygen inside these weary lungs
You are my safe place
You are my home
You are my shelter when it all goes up in smoke

Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Though I have danced
With the devil and all of his friends
I am quick to see Your hands offered to me
Hands that bear my scars
And feet that pull me towards Him
I am humbled by Your love for me

You are my hope
You are my song
You are the oxygen inside these weary lungs
You are my safe place
You are my home
You are my shelter when it all goes up in smoke
You are my shelter when it all goes up in smoke

My healer
Provider
You are my God
Protector
My strength and shield
You are my God

Plumb - SMOKE (Official Lyric Video)

Here’s an Internet weirD ode to a seaman Love identified as some unknown mortal orchestra … that way in the internet of love spoken for two lives that are simultaneously being lived. A man on one side of the world is braving the oceans. His everyday scene is aboard a ship solitarily floating around or occasionally being tossed around by waves as big as the ship itself.

Despite what is happening around the man, he seems undeterred. He continues to do his job bravely. He seems to be always anarchy busy not inspecting many technical gadgets and sorts and when he finally gets time to rest, he goes to his lonely cabin. Before lying down he takes his phone and stares at his Luv for some time until he finally falls asleep with tears flowing down his cheeks, missing her, sprinting like a wounded tortoise fumbling towards the real porpoise of his life when there seems to be none. Cuz he makes waves, not war, he’s a peacenic, giving all he’s got. And all he’s got is Luv.

Meanwhile, thousands of miles away from the man on the ship, a woman, one day his, is just as busy going about her day. Round the clock she seems to find herself busy. Her very complicated homebody life is consumed by constant work, her Luv only God and she knows and he believes. Every day, she finds herself working and working and loving and loving, perhaps not him.

At the end of the day, when everything has been done, like the man on the ship she goes to her lonely bedroom. She picks up her phone and while she stares at it, painfully pondering the hard truths of life and death both ended up in Love, where she belongs, she folds her hands and prays from her heart.

When her prayer is done, she rests her tired body and tries to get some sleep. When sleep finally comes her cheeks are also damp with tears. The same divine ritual in the unearthed morning …

On closer look at the cold phones that stare back at the seaman and his Luv, one would realize that they are identical. It’s an identical little picture of a man sitting beside a woman … it’s a love portrait, the Love they share, the love that makes them breathe, no matter all the difficulty, no matter all the distance. And though the silent big picture is just fucking heartbreaking, as they stay apart, it’s also heartwarming.

It’s all the sobbing Love in the air that’s oxygen spread like a love sandwich all across the lungs of their scorched-earth uniworse of Luv, feeding their beating hearts, like it were one paper tiger, starving, scavenging and scribing in the beautiful future, as they are haunted and hunted by the beast of the past.

But yeah, they occasionally skip a beat, the Milky Way can be overwhelming, it stops them in their Love tracks, the avalaunch seaman and her Antarcticaah seacrates. Or the old man and the sea, should I moan? I’d prefer you moaning at making love, baby, or together even better, giving our oceans of pleasure and pain even more depth, like Atlantis.

The Old Man and the Sea is one of Hemingway's most enduring works. Told in language of great simplicity and power, it’s the story of an old Cuban fisherman, down on his luck, and his supreme ordeal - a relentless, agonizing battle with a giant marlin far out in the Gulf Stream. Through his struggle, Santiago demonstrates the ability of the human spirit to endure hardship and suffering in order to win. It’s also his deep love and knowledge of the sea, in its impassive cruelty and beneficence, that allows him to prevail …

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me
Jai guru de va om

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light, which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on, across the universe
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe
Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter, shades of earth are ringing
Through my opened ears, inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
Million suns and calls me on and on across the universe
Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

Fiona Apple - Across the Universe (Official HD Video)

If one really desires to feel, believe, see, know the genuine meaning of “Jai Guru Deva”one has to acknowledge what it really means in one’s life, some body tangible, some tangible body, anything tangible. Like when Uncle Lee knew or supposed 110%, when he wanted to introduce himself rather than Neo or Superman, what role he would play in God’s omnipotent alphabet. The bombastically melodramatic Love script has been writing itself big time, A has always stood for Antarctica, U, mine, U like my Universe.

Sure, we need some real privacy, I agree, let’s leave our annoying Bono from U2 out. The rhyme was obvious, just saying. Fuck, baby? I meant Nica - Antarctica. It’s literally “Glory to the shining remover of darkness.” Our game changer is the “Jai Guru Deva”, the light. It’s a way of reminding oneself regularly and acknowledging with others the truth that the knowledge we enjoy so freely as mere students came from an immense source other than one’s small self and offers gratitude to that limitless source. Hail the Divine Teacher, Victory to the Great Teacher!!!

Sometimes words ruin absolutely everything, they can do so much harm even when they don’t want to, one’s past experiences or mood are the actual tyrant. I like music without words, too. It’s much easier to achieve the ultimate trance, the nirvana of being here now. No matter to be here now without the loved one feels like nothing, because it’s really nothing without you.

Alan Walker - Force (Official Music Video)

Mhh, ohh

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
Days are getting longer, oh
Nights are getting painful too
I've been feeling restless, so
Feeling like I just can't sleep
So tell me all your secrets
'Cause you already know 'bout me

I have angels calling out my name
They say that everything is gonna be okay
I know I shouldn't worry about your pain
But that's just who I am

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me how you sleep at night
Knowing that I'm hurting, oh
Knowing that you lost the fight
I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like I just can't breathe
Wonder how you're doing
You know you can talk to me

So it's been a while now
Since I'm done with all your blame
Don't mean to call you out now, oh
But I guess some things never change

I hear angels calling out my name
They say that everything is gonna be okay
I know I shouldn't worry about your pain
But that's just who I am

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me how you sleep at night
Knowing that I'm hurting
Knowing that you lost the fight
I've been feeling anxious
Feeling like I just can't breathe
Wonder how you're doing
You know you can talk to me

Faouzia - Secrets (Official Music Video)

My secrets are burning a hole through my heart
And my bones catch a fever
When it cuts you up this deep
It's hard to find a way to breathe

Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper, shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe

Time stood still the way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking

I'm at the edge of the world
Where do I go from here? Do I disappear?
Edge of the world
Should I sink or swim? Or simply disappear?

Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper, shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe, sing it

Time stood still the way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking

Wake up
Take my hand and give me a reason to start again
Wake up
Pull me out and give me a reason to start again

Time stands still
Time stands still
(Time stands still)
(Time stands still)

Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper, shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe

Time stood still the way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking (it's like I'm sleepwalking)

Time stood still the way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking

Bring Me The Horizon - Sleepwalking

I keep tryin' just to make it
To to end of the day, you know I hate it
Been lyin', my body's achin'
What do you do when the hero needs savin'?

Honestly
I can't shake it, shake it, shake it
Yeah, honestly
I can't take it

I say that I'm just fine
But I don't feel alright on the inside (alright on the inside)
I say that I'm okay that I don't feel okay right now, no
I've been slippin' and slidin', my world's gettin' colder
I'm tired of lookin' over my shoulder
Tonight, I don't feel alright on the inside
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
And I'm not okay, I'm not okay, no

I feel too much, my blood is rushin'
Ask about me, I'm quick to change the subject
I tell the truth but get interrupted
I wish my life would've came with instructions

Honestly
I can't shake it, shake it, shake it
Yeah, honestly
I can't take it

I say that I'm just fine
But I don't feel alright on the inside (alright on the inside)
I say that I'm okay that I don't feel okay right now, no
I've been slippin' and slidin', my world's gettin' colder
I'm tired of lookin' over my shoulder
Tonight, I don't feel alright on the inside (alright on the inside)
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
I'm not okay, I'm not okay, no

Whoa-oh-oh
My heart is racin'
Su-su-suffocatin'
I'm slowly fadin'
Su-su-suffocatin'

I say that I'm just fine
But I don't feel alright on the inside (alright on the inside)
I say that I'm okay that I don't feel okay right now, no
I've been slippin' and slidin', my world's gettin' colder
I'm tired of lookin' over my shoulder
Tonight, I don't feel alright on the inside (alright on the inside)
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
Whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
It's like I'm runnin' from an avalanche
Whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh
Hey

Avril Lavigne - Avalanche (Official Lyric Video)

I know
I'm probably better off on my own
Than lovin' a man who
Didn't know what he had
When he had it

And I see
The permanent damage you did to me
Never again, I just wish I could forget
When it was magic

I wish it wasn't four AM
Standing in the mirror
Saying to myself: You know you had to do it
I know the bravest thing I ever did was run

Sometimes, in the middle of the night
I can feel you again
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man

And I know why we had to say goodbye
Like the back of my hand
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man
A better man

I know
I'm probably better off all alone
Than needing a man who could change his mind
At any given minute

And it was always on your terms
I waited on every careless word
Hoping they might turn sweet again
Like it was in the beginning

But your jealousy
Oh, I can hear it now
Talking down to me
Like I'd always be around

Push my love away
Like it was some kind of loaded gun
Oh, you never thought I'd run

Sometimes, in the middle of the night
I can feel you again
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man

And I know why we had to say goodbye
Like the back of my hand
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man
A better man

I hold onto this pride because these days
It's all I have
And I gave to you my best
And we both know you can't say that

I wish you were a better man
I wonder what we would've become
If you were a better man
We might still be in love
If you were a better man
You would've been the one
If you were a better man
Yeah, yeah

Sometimes, in the middle of the night
I can feel you again
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man

And I know why we had to say goodbye
Like the back of my hand
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man
A better man

(Sometimes, in the middle of the night)
(I can feel you again) we might still be in love if you were a better man
(But I just miss you)
(And I just wish you were a better man) yeah, yeah

I know why we had to say goodbye
Like the back of my hand
But I just miss you
And I just wish you were a better man
A better man

We might still be in love
If you were a better man
You would've been the one
If you were a better man

Taylor Swift - Better Man (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault) (Lyric Video)

Cut me open and tell me what's inside
Diagnose me 'cause I can't keep wondering why
And no, it's not a phase 'cause it happens all the time
Start over, check again, now tell me what you find

'Cause I'm going out of frequency
Can anyone respond?

It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under
'Cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck
I never stood a chance, my heart has frozen over
And I feel like I am treading on thin ice

Am I broken? What's the chance I will survive?
Don't sugarcoat me 'cause I feel like suicide
Just give it to me straight, 'cause I'm running out of time
I need an antidote, now what can you prescribe?

It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under
'Cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck
I never stood a chance, my heart has frozen over
And I feel like I am treading on thin ice, and I'm going under

I need a cure for me 'cause the square doesn't fit the circle
Give me a remedy 'cause my head wasn't wired for this world
I need a cure for me 'cause the square doesn't fit the circle
Give me a remedy 'cause my head wasn't wired for this world

I'm going out of frequency
Can anyone respond?
'Cause I'm going out of frequency
Can anyone respond?

I need a cure for me 'cause a square doesn't fit the circle
Give me a remedy 'cause my head wasn't wired for this world
I need a cure for me 'cause a square doesn't fit the circle
Give me a remedy 'cause when it hits, well, it hits like an avalanche

Bring Me The Horizon - Avalanche (Official Video)

I'm caught in the way that you talk like you don't wanna know
I gave you the world, but you let it go
And now you're away with the night and my days, they feel so long
Darlin', I'll wait for you comin' home, mm

Trippin' up over words, callin'
And I can't take it anymore
You know that I've heard it all before

So please just say somethin' different
Say, "We're not finished yet"
Tell me I'm weighin' on your mind
Baby, won't ya say somethin' different? (Say)
Don't tear me down again (no)
'Cause I've been prayin' that you might
Still love me a little

Woo-ooh, ooh-ooh
Woo-ooh, ooh
Woo-ooh, ooh-ooh
Still love me a little

Still love me a little

I hate the words that you say when you're wishin' me well
Like, "I need some time to be on my own"
But it makes me sick to think of you with somebody else
And darlin', I'll wait for you comin' home

Trippin' up over words, callin'
And I can't take it anymore
You know that I've heard it all before

Still love me a little

ILLENIUM - Luv Me A Little (feat. Nina Nesbitt) [Official Lyric Video]

You were the shadow to my light
Did you feel us?
Another star, you fade away
Afraid our aim is out of sight
Wanna see us alive

Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Was it all in my fantasy?
Where are you now?
Were you only imaginary?

Where are you now?
Atlantis, under the sea, under the sea
Where are you now? Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me

I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded

These shallow waters never met what I needed
I'm letting go, a deeper dive
Eternal silence of the sea
I'm breathing, alive

Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Under the bright but faded lights
You set my heart on fire
Where are you now?
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Atlantis, under the sea, under the sea
Where are you now? Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me

I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded, I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded

Alan Walker - Faded

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Can you help the hopeless?
Well, I'm begging on my knees
Can you save my bastard soul?
Will you wait for me?
I'm sorry, brothers, so sorry, lover
Forgive me, father, I love you, mother

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

Can you feel my heart?
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

Bring Me The Horizon - "Can You Feel My Heart"

I could never earn Your heart
I could never reach that far
But You have pulled me close
You'll never let me go
I'm safe forever in Your arms
Your promises, I cannot break
And I know You will never change

Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal
Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal
More faithful than the rising sun
This grace for me I can't outrun
Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal

You are always there for me
You listen every time I speak
You look into my eyes
See the things I hide
And say that You will never leave
Your promises I can not break
And I know You will never change

When my world shakes
Your love remains unshaken
So constant, so perfect, unwavering
When my world falls
Your love remains unfailing
So constant, so perfect, unwavering
So constant, so perfect, unwavering

Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal
Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal
Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal
More faithful than the rising sun
This grace for me I can't outrun
Your love is, Your love is
Your love is loyal

Oh, loyal
Loyal

Lauren Daigle - Loyal (Lyric Video)

My True Silly Love postings driving your purring meow or emu crazy have been psycho-lodgick-ally and syke-aya-trick-ly warded by this dead serious strolling wooman, Seaman I❤︎U Antarctica!

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