Here With Me
The post-shag song finds me in a state of bliss, awaiting my lover's arrival. Can you imagine such an incredible sentiment to need someone that much, I cannot be until you're resting here with me ...
HOW DID YOU KNOW I LUV YUMMY BEARS??? ALL CUTE FLAVORS!!!
YOUR LOVE MAKES MINE GO ROUND … PARADISE X-RAYED, REIGN!!!
YOU ARE MY YUMMY WORLD … TO BE CONTINUED MIRRORS!!!
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I won't sleep, I can't breathe
I cannot be until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't breathe, and I won't sleep
But I cannot be until you're resting here with me
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I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't hide
I cannot be until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go
I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
And I can't hide
I cannot be until you're resting here
And I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
And I can't hide
I cannot be until you're resting here with me
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go
I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
And I can't hide
I cannot be until you're resting here
And I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
And I can't hide
I cannot be until you're resting here with me
It's an amazing testimony to the overwhelmingly deep impact of the Right/Wrong junctures of our respective existences you have on my Love life in my living not room, with lit candles and some incense in the dark fumbling towards the light. These are the most existential moments that define our lives. Denied. Defied. I´m just ceasing to function. I can´t sleep, I will sleep. I can´t breathe, I will breathe, I won´t leave, I cannot be, I won´t be until you're resting here with me. I won´t sleep, I will leave, I won´t breathe until you're resting here with me …
Who doesn´t know the sense of waking up alone after your significant other has left? Who doesn´t feel profound loneliness in the imperfect lines of the ever-embracing reality? Who smiles? Dido! Who weeps? We do! Who´s not a ghost? We are, but not! Who is more subdued and less reflective? Or the other way around. Lofted upward to a pure embrace and rousing declaration of the unbridled "shout" that we just cannot be without this LOVE of ours, always extolling the virtues of it, never ignoring all the vice, proclaiming it the best!!! Like being held at gunpoint and forced to say I DON´T LOVE YOU! Aching to feel that kind of TORTURE …
Wouldn´t it be amazing that you don´t want to leave the bed in the morning after really good sex, like we´ve almost already had? Smiling like Dido, because you obviously want much more when I pretend I don´t! Just look at Dido´s shining face, it's the only memory that she has of this otherworldly person (ME AGAIN? OMG!) and she doesn't want to step away from what has just happened (A BIT MORE THAN JUST A BIG BANG THEORY, OOPS). dAMN, it sounds like this person was really good in bed. Such a humbling series of expertise! What a portfolio! Ooooh, I haven´t done it all by myself. Ooooh, your life is so interesting!
Watch the sunrise along the coast
As we're both getting old
I can't describe what I'm feeling
And all I know is we're going home
So please don't let me go, oh
Don't let me go, oh-oh-oh
And if it's right
I don't care how long it takes
As long as I'm with you
I've got a smile on my face
Save your tears, it'll be okay
All I know is you're here with me
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Watch the sunrise as we're getting old, oh-oh
I can't describe, whoa-oh
I wish I could live through every memory again
Just one more time before we float off in the wind
And all the time we spent
Waiting for the light to take us in
Have been the greatest moments of my life
I don't care how long it takes
As long as I'm with you, I've got a smile on my face
Save your tears, it'll be okay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay-ay-ay-ay
Yeah, if with me
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I can't describe, oh, oh
Unsurprisingly taken from the Petals to Thorns album … it’s as if I´m singing to both an aged and fresh romance at the same time. A long distance Loving Vibes relationship. Furthermore, it’s sexeasy to imagine this song, in its overall simplicity, catching on in various virtuous, not vicious, circles due to what can be deemed its general applicability.
Being with someone forever in one way or the other is a magical wish, a real possibility. We´ve been waiting for each other, missing each other from so much to too much, living precious moments, creating memories, reliving them, drowning them in happiness and tears. Whatever we´ve lived intensely so far cannot be erased, no matter the tide, low or high, silent or violent. The picture-perfect beach sunrise/sunset setting is so idyllic, so gut wrenching, conveying Love messages, so reamed to extremes. Like constantly putting and taking off the rose color glasses and shades at the same time, and we can´t keep up, conveying Love messages, but we still do, but we actually don´t, conveying Love messages, but not but and … conveying Love messages of YES and NO …
So I refuse to move ... I just stay in my bed all afternoon, all night without moving, afraid that if I moved everything would become real … I would cease to really exist without a smile, without you resting here with me … because you make me breathe, because you lull me into sleep, because you never leave, because you cause me to happen to be, happy happy happy XXX!!!
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YOUR LOVE MAKES MINE GO ROUND … PARADISE X-RAYED, REIGN!!!
YOU ARE MY YUMMY WORLD … TO BE CONTINUED MIRRORS!!!
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