Gazing Through Twilight Beauty
Twilight is the abiding beauty of the time between times. This magical time close of day before nightfall enchants your troubled soul only poetry can contain, only love songs sustain ... hurting.
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Am I am an interesting opacarophile just because I am a real nobody who loves to see the sunset? Making love to sunsets far and wide has taken a heavy toll on my world romanticism. Sunsets have a calming power for me, though. A gloriously setting sun can wipe away crankiness, restore a sense of peace, and remind me that I am only a small part of a much bigger picture. That life is so much more than my crankiness and bad attitude, and the stuff I get irritated with is usually not worth sweating. Those are gorgeous and briefly transformative times.
Half-light, semi-darkness, dusk, it is always singular or single, wooing the distant, ebbing into the great unknown, they are never complete, dimming into wishing for more. Gloom or gloaming is a light level in which it is possible to see, but not clearly. Yet our separate shapes, silhouettes of converged lava, are unmistakable even in the crepuscule experience. I see you, but I am not Avatar. And I would lie if I said I did not write this post for you without actually knowing you. As the sun sinks further below the horizon.
Science tells us that the essence of a beautiful sunset is in the cloud layer, specifically the clouds at the upper and lower levels. The brilliant colors that are reflected in the clouds take on the red and orange hues of the setting sun. And I bash that crapuscholar science like it were Fauci because I come faithful from the Bible. You are bright to my clouds. The whole atmosphere brings about a bit of fear. Let´s tread carefully, falls usually hurt. But here we go, slip and slide, lovers at first try. Our incongruous imagery is more surreal than phantasmagoric literature.
Twilight, tripped, felt through and through, that overwhelming interval after the sun has set but before it gets fully dark and becomes night, is among the most beautiful times of any day, though the pain resulting from its death never really goes away. Twilight is priceless, unique, and irreplaceable. Incalculable worth that can be interpreted in endless ways, it depends on the eye of the beholder and the heart of the treasure-seeker. It lays pity on the soulless as it marks both the gradual start and gentle end to each day. This blending or evening out of the brightness of day and darkness of night and the sky colors that result have been inspiring humans for a long time. Artists like to depict this ephemeral time in paintings and photographs and songs. I am no exception, sorry.
Go there for beautiful beaches, great scenery, stunning sunsets, and the wild surf. Forget about me symbolizing dramatic, amazing, breathtaking, spectacular who makes it all possible. Twilight is art, where I walk upon the water, when my trust is without borders, calling your name, you keep my eyes under the waves, the engulfing power of grief. Dreamlike, I am yours as much as you are mine, or less.
Are you also a lover of all things celestial? An incurable astrophile in love with astronomy, I gaze at the stars. That is how I have found you, my galaxy. The bow and and arrows are mine, without any intention to hurt, shooting at the impossible, mine as well. Marked by the intense irrational reality of a dream. The elements in it are combined in a strange way that none of us would normally expect. No sleep on my part has the disorienting, hallucinatory quality of an odd muse no drugs can match. Just the absolute fact that I am typing you is a big deal to adorn the special time. It does not feel like, the ground is shifting beneath you as you catch me gazing through twilight beauty, or vice versa. Yes, totally surreal. The finest ode to this daily metamorphosis, nonetheless.
Twilight implies that something is explicitly losing strength and approaching its end, so cruel. I do not know how, but it serves as a kind reminder to enjoy the beauty of nature, achieve balance in life, let go of the past, and look forward to the future. Who does not crave for a fresh start connecting you to a memory of a loved one who has passed? And if you want to taste twilight, a real connoisseur like cloudy me, just pronounce Emma, it is delicious, a flavor of good, beauty, and truth … not quite dark and not quite light, yet more than enough healthy food for crazy thought, when too much is never enough.
Fahrenheit 451
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spitting kerosene upon the world
things eaten blackened and changed to see
like a conductor playing all the symphonies
of blazing and burning to bring down the tatters
and charcoal ruins of history
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every night I burn remembering I call your name
everything I burn quickly changes shape
every night I burn I say the only prayer
everything I burn is gone forever and never
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there's nothing you can do nothing you can say
'cos you're safe inside me your hideaway
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the blood pounding in my head
with the beetle helmet on and orange flame eyes
bittersweet I burn the evening sky red
and yellow and black in the dark doing art in a swarm of fireflies
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every night I burn remembering I call your name
everything I burn quickly changes shape
every night I burn I say the only prayer
everything I burn is gone forever and never
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there's nothing you can do nothing you can say
'cos you're safe inside me your hideaway
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every night I burn I hear an animal scream
everything I burn is what I dream you in
every night I burn wanting you I fall again
everything I burn always brings me pain
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A Water Song
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well it happened on a boat on a quiet Michigan lake
you were away in Indiana is this water song fake
I thought I loved you and when I love it's through and through
if only you loved me too
well I thought I deserved more than the desperate need
to heal somebody burnt down the bridge cold and misery were all I could feel
I thought I loved you and when I love it's through and through
if only you loved me too
well the boat was sinking with me and all of what we might have been
so slowly and there were tears behind the sunglasses not to be seen
I thought I loved you and when I love it's through and through
if only you loved me too
well it went down like Titanic and I knew I had to survive
when the wish got drowned and I felt only the depths of life
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Deja Vu
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yeah I felt so symbolic yesterday
neatly painted in blue and gray
staring at a wild black-haired flamenco girl
with a nice fuck-you smile of her
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an ass told me mister she's looking at you
she's hot I said nothing to the two
in the bright lights coming through in stereo
I felt frigid I didn't think so
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when I was supposed to pay her a buck
for this beautifully naked show with no fuck
softly I refused upon feeling the ice
well she hated the element of surprise
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and that was when I felt almost good
never taking the miserable chances I could
romantically I came round and walked away
yeah I felt so symbolic yesterday
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The Impossible
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in the middle of the night rolling a new love over
I start turning the girl into the ground
it feels like walking on water so impossible
I feel like slaughter so senseless
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it's the heart that matters more
but I turned my ticket in
it's the heart that matters more
wish I could get my money back at the door
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in the middle of the day rolling a new leaf over
I start turning the grain into the ground
it feels like walking on water so impossible
I feel like slaughter so senseless
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it's the heart that matters more
but I turned my ticket in
it's the heart that matters more
wish I could get my money back at the door
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The Wailing Wall
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you're climbing a ladder to see a million feet of earth
between the buried and me
and it's cold now I need more clothes
a song of guilt howling on the radio
an unheard tear dropped the told love secret - you always you
smearing this man across the wall like strawberries and cream
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I sit silent watching the mess and I see it all the wailing wall
it's all painted on the wailing wall
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you're getting older in the snow
so scared to realize the dying feeling of life to go
I just had no intention of living this way
a ten thousand miles away from you
a boy-gets-girl fairy tale the told love secret - you always you
smearing this man across the wall like strawberries and cream
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I sit silent watching the mess and I see it all the wailing wall
it's all painted on the wailing wall
I can't pull down the wall
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