Flying The Highs And Lows Of Love
My faithful readers, thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin. Today I have a very special treat for your long-standing support, be it verbal or financial. Let´s fly!
This is your captain, have a wonderful flight!
Who wants to fly any of my sport planes? Everybody? No way! True, with God, nothing is impossible! You are not on my Substack Epiphany Beyond A Biblical Scale by sheer coincidence, you are going to be witnesses to the most powerful heart-meandering, both soul-healing and hurting crash, followed by the most monsoonic explosion absorbing my most volcanic eruption to date to seal our metaphysical bond. Whoops! And yet no disaster. You all are the key witnesses in the unconditional love case. All the dots are finally connected, aha! You all know that I always go the extra mile when I find it worth dying for. Love is suicide. With one trick, suicide to be lived. Nobody dies! Love is fire, love is flying, love is walking on water. And the Zodiac signs? Hmmm, forget it! Well, they just can´t keep up!
This is your captain, have a wonderful flight!
She is all those things at once. She is the fire, she is the flight, she is the water, she is the pillow landing. She is all my life´s worth, and yet I have no treasure to hold. On one hand, she is the woman of my dreams, on the other, the chopped off, she is the woman of my nightmares. The cosmic love is also no roses, she is my love mare overall. And well, besides being her pilot and bodyguard, I´ve always kept her deep in my heart and nude on my mind, I remain her wounded stallion, worried, anxious, no matter all the time that has passed, with or without her. She has been worth living for and getting beaten-up by. Risking rejection and abandonment, I am flying the highs and lows of love, bu bu but without a parachute. I don´t have wings, I´m not a fricking butterfly. I´m just a little plane master. A master of disharmony, maybe, most definitely, not that I want to. But no master of disguise. WTF, plane Jane! Me Tarzan, your dumbass! For Christ´s sake!
Well, just because from now on, after this last crash of my private sport plane, I am taking only commercial flights, Economy, no Business class, I promise. So buckle up, fasten your virtual seatbelts for real since the turbulence I cause is really something.
Oh no, my flying license is expired! The hell, the horror, oh no! Which makes me an instant illegal alien, suspect, subject and my light-sport aircraft a UFO, Unidentified Flying Object. What the fricking plane! I want to make this felony light, I don´t want to spoil your fun. I´m flying, are you? With or without you, I just can´t live with or without you!
If the lying and flying Ted Cruz can do as he pleases, why couldn´t or shouldn´t I? Sorry, guys, I´m flying, I´m flying solo! Bye!
The best things in life do happen at the worst time. It´s not a fairy tale, it´s real, trust me, I know. Sure, they knock out a couple of teeth, but it´s no big deal, really. It´s like when you lose your arm to a motor saw. That was the very first time I saw and tasted the blood of Christ, Jesus saved me, let me live, live and love as I do now. Because you could always lose more, you could always lose it all. Through Him, His exasperating pain, His great suffering, you have won it all. You have won my heart, however pierced from within, and I have only one! I am, with you, we are! I was, with you, before we were!
Today I was approached by an unknown, older brother of Christ, at first sight an ex-alcoholic, ex-drug-addict, who gave me a piece of paper with a message written on it specifically for me, for you, for all of us who believe, and even for those who don´t, Jesus wants to save us all. I helped him out, as I always do with people in need when I can. I´m Christian.
But the poignant point is that he thanked me for making his day, which made me smile toothless, wink, wink, because I remembered how the love of my life had made my day, she made me fly the highs and lows of love, for which I was equally grateful, make no mistake, I just need new teeth now! Who gets three black eyes in the love dimension nowadays, too, huh? Nothing makes sense! Who can use the sixth sense to discern the truth, to unmask the faceless mask? Bu bu but even that would be already too late anyway! LOL and NO LOL at the same time. Flying is definitely crazy!
Back to the messenger, I said to him “good job, great job”, I told him to keep doing God´s work. Not only because I was told the same, but because I realized I was a stranger and she invited me in, I was hungry and she gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and she gave me something to drink. I realized I needed her. Actually, I had always known. She made me realize she needed me. There would not be any me without her as much as there would be no her without me, or as little as, or less, as there was more.
She is so much more than hope. But then, what is hope? Just a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen, just an illusion, a mere wish. It´s a feeling of trust when mistrust reigns supreme. She has been everything I have ever asked for, adorable against perfection. Bu bu but how come I am holding her not? Is she nothing when I need more, so more of her? I cannot take it anymore! Yet I hope I will!
“For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed.”
Matthew 25:35-40
Anybody who can drive a car can fly a plane, it´s a piece of marmalade, red, trust me, I know. Especially when you crash. Do I know how to fly? I guess not, but I´m flying anyway. I´m flying solo. And she knows I´m not. She knows I´m not alone. She´s with me, she´s with her darker, more unstable half. She is in me, without me. I am in her, without her.
The weather is perfect, the sky is not too blue. Yet the pilot in the cockpit, the only cloud, is pondering the weight of life. Somehow I still remain 300, 300 Spartans while missing my other half, so much brighter, blotted by the blues, adorned with the temperature of 150 F. Love does not need to be suicide! Love is about life, not death! Love is life. And I want and need our love life now, now, like really really now!
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GOOD - something desired, to be approved of. Having the qualities required for a particular role, pilot, flight attendant. That which is morally right; righteousness. Benefit and advantage to someone and something.
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BEAUTY - beauty is subjective - it is based on the experience of pleasure that we have when we look at or listen to specific beings and certain things. There are two types of beauty - Absolute Beauty, the kind of beauty to be found in nature, and Relative Beauty, the beauty that characterizes art.
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TRUTH - the quality and state of being real. That which is true or in accordance with fact or reality. A belief that is accepted as true, as real.
I need you, I need you, I need you to wake me up, bring me back to life!
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at the phone in your lap
And you hopin' but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for, if you had one chance?
So airplane, airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that, then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Yeah, yeah, somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah, back when I was tryna get a tip at Subway
And back then I was rappin' for the hell of it
But nowadays we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe, oh maybe, I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mixtape
And back before when I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for Decatur, what's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics?
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hoping we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
I could really use a wish right now
I, I, I could really use a wish right now
Like, like, like shootin' stars
I, I, I could, I could really use a wish right now
A wish, a wish right now
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My faithful readers, thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin. Today I have a very special treat for your long-standing support, be it verbal or financial. Let´s fly!
This is your captain, have a wonderful flight!
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Let me throw in a few more pictures, please check the Substack version in an hour because of the email length limit.
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I don't know what Antoine de St. Exupery would have thought of Ted Cruz. But literature's greatest pilot would have most certainly enjoyed this. I base that on reading Night Flight and on him and me sharing the same birthday. That ought to mean something, right?
Anyway, this piece is sweet! Think I'll buy Part 1 this week soon.